in silence

I can say my life is beautifully full right now. Silence is my music and music is my friend.

 I love you, I hate you and I'm always with you.


cherry bomb

I love you, I hate you and I'm always with you.


morning moods

I can't believe I'm doing this inspiration bla bla bla post right know. People who share only their inspirational pics in their blog, are they really bloggers? Possibly...Somehow...Maybe they are. But to me, there should be some personal attitude to what they show. At least.
Sharing is what people need. I understand that and I can't say I don't need that myself. But these photo blogs.. It seems to me that very often it's just a need to show sth and everything what you'll show will be alright.
Anyway, we need everything in this life. So don't listen to my personal opinion!

1pic - by me
2,3 - fubiz.net
a song - Pipilotti Rist_I'm a wictim of this song

 !! You should definitely listen to the song below !!
I'm in an Art Colony in Nida right now. It's great, everything is perfect and this song is a regular top. I think it'll always be the song that reminds me these amazing days. 

 I love you, I hate you and I'm always with you!





I love you, I hate you and I'm always with you.



smells like a warm autumn day

It's autumn here. Yeah, it really is! I can't explain why, but I feel so great about that. 
Counting last sunny warm days and sunny mornings, counting last days in my tiny hometown until university starts. I've just understood what a great summer I had. It was warm and peaceful. I spent most of the time in my hometown, being with my family and my friends, being in nature and reading. I had a lot of time to think about my life, about my surroundings, about everything. There were people, who helped me to do that, one in particular.
 And that's what I did. I relaxed and stopped for a while. Now I understand that I really needed that and things are changing. For good. I'm totally ready to live on and reach for the stars!

I love you, I hate you and I'm always with you. 


September the 1st

photo by Viktorija Burlakina

I just came here for a minute to congratulate all the students that have just started their school year!

Obviously here I'm the one that haven't. And somehow this makes me very depressive. Everyone is celebrating their joy somewhere/somehow/with someone while I decided to spent this day with music, some movies and my dog (the only one that is always aside).
 I remember I had the same mood last year on September 1st. I also remember that I ended the night drinking beer with some guys in the bar. So, a good movie seems to be the best activity for me! 

Since I'm depressive,  I need some light drama/comedy/or sth. 'Friend with Benefits' is in my list today. I think that's the movie I wouldn't watch twice, so it should be the perfect choice for the September the 1st - the most depressive day of the year.

Btw, October 1 will be the day when I'm starting the studies. And this day is going to be veery special! 

I love you, I hate you and I'm always with you!